Mittwoch, 14. Februar 2018

Frances Bean Cobain über Kampf gegen Abhängigkeit

Frances Bean Cobain (25), die Tochter von Nirvana-Legende Kurt Cobain und Sängerin Courtney Love, ist seit 2 Jahren drogenfrei, wie sie am Dienstag auf Instagram bekanntgegeben hat.

Die Tochter von Kurt Cobain lebt seit 2 Jahren ohne Drogenkonsum. - Foto: facebook/Frances Bean Cobain
Die Tochter von Kurt Cobain lebt seit 2 Jahren ohne Drogenkonsum. - Foto: facebook/Frances Bean Cobain

„Es ist eine interessante und kaleidoskopische Entscheidung, meine Gefühle über etwas so Intimes öffentlich zu teilen“, schrieb sie zu einem kurzen Video, das nach ihren Angaben in Oahu auf Hawaii gedreht wurde.

I thought I would start this post by using a pure moment in Oahu amongst nature, with my love. This moment is a representation of who I am on February 13th, 2018. It feels significant here, now because it's my 2nd sober birthday. It's an interesting and kaleidoscopic decision to share my feelings about something so intimate in a public forum . The fact that I'm sober isn't really public knowledge, decidedly and deliberately. But I think it's more important to put aside my fear about being judged or misunderstood or typecast as one specific thing. I want to have the capacity to recognize & observe that my journey might be informative, even helpful to other people who are going through something similar or different. It is an everyday battle to be in attendance for all the painful, bazaar, uncomfortable, tragic, fucked up things that have ever happened or will ever happen. Self destruction and toxic consumption and deliverance from pain is a lot easier to adhere to. Undeniably, for myself and those around me becoming present is the best decision I have ever made. How we treat our bodies directly correlates to how we treat our souls. It's all interconnected. It has to be. So I'm gonna take today to celebrate my vibrant health and the abundance of happiness, gratitude, awareness, compassion, empathy, strength, fear, loss, wisdom, peace and the myriad of other messy emotions I feel constantly. They inform who I am, what my intentions are, who i want to be and they force me to acknowledge my boundaries/limitations. I claim my mistakes as my own because I believe them to contribute to the dialogue of my higher education in life. I am constantly evolving. The moment I stop my evolution is the moment I disservice myself and ultimately those I love. As cheesy and cornball as it sounds life does get better, if you want it to. I'll never claim I know something other people don't. I only know what works for me and seeking to escape my life no longer works for me. Peace, love, empathy (I'm going to reclaim this phrase and define it as something that's mine, filled with hope and goodness and health, because I want to ) Frances Bean Cobain

Ein Beitrag geteilt von Frances Bean Cobain (@space_witch666) am

Sie denke, es sei wichtiger, „meine Angst davor, verurteilt oder missverstanden oder typisiert zu werden, beiseitezulegen“ als eine bestimmte Sache. Wovon sie abhängig gewesen sei, lässt Cobain in ihrem Post offen. „Es ist viel leichter, sich an Selbstzerstörung, toxischen Konsum und Befreiung von Schmerzen zu klammern“, schrieb sie über den schweren Weg weg von Drogen. Es sei aber „zweifellos die beste Entscheidung, die ich je getroffen habe“.